On the Border

Sorry for the long delay! Didn't mean for it to be so long.

Going to be doing a bit of stream of conscious writing.

I'm a junior in college. Good thing. I almost lost my sanity back in the second sophomore semseter...seriously. I almost did.

I've had to tell 3 different people in the last month that, no, it isn't my first semester in college, that yes, I AM a junior, that I am 19, and that I really am not lying. And yes, I know I look too young. Got it. Understand. Completely.

Maybe when I am 40, I'll only look 30. Maybe by the time I'm 40, I will WANT to look 40. Who knows...I've got 21 years to figure it out...

Realized life is finite and definitely has an ending. 2 funerals in one month. No, thank you. I'd rather not. Oh, I don't have a choice? Well. My lands. Guess I'll go then. I went. They were sad. The kind of sad that makes you want to ball up your fists and sock a wall. Or something like that.


Well, those are my thoughts.

Happy reading,
J